WTH!!,
why do i cry in my sleep this past few days?
and why do i keep dreaming of her crying?
its totally not true about her crying,
as she never cries..
DAMN!!
this tear marks and wet eyes are so damn irritating,
how can i forget all about her when i keep on dreaming of her..
oh dear god,
why do you give this kinda fucked up problem to deal with,
what have i done wrong?
shes not the problem,
its these visions and memories..
FUCK!!
i thought that she was gone from my mind and my subconscious,
but i was wrong..
my bloody subconscious was still lingering around about her..
being together with her was totally a fairytale..
and i was only hoping for something that was impossible to achieve,
ain't i right?
ARGHH~!!,
lets just wait for time and nature to take its course in fading slowly..

So,lets talk about my day..
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nothing happened la,
cause i just woke up from my dream/nightmare,
cause i cant decide was it a good or a bad dream depending on my feelings..
forget about it already la Shahzli,
its freakin hopeless if u keep thinkin about it..
lets put it this way,
the day she comes running back to you,
is the day that dinosaurs come back to life,
or when cats and dogs sprout out wings and they fly around town...
cause its totally wishful thinking..

oh yea,i forgot,
class has been cancelled today,
should i be happy about it?
ive no freakin plans for today..
hais...so boring..
well,ive gtg go bath and den think of a plan,
so u peeps have a good day now..
BYE FAITHFUL READERS!!

P.S - Its Better Never To Have Any Hopes And Wishful Thinking,
Cause When It Doesn't Happen Or You Didn't Get What You Wanted,
You May Tend To Get Dissapointed And Hurt Yourself In The Process..
So,To Stay Happy,
Never Hope Or Wish,
Cause All That Hoping And Wishing Shit,
Is Nothing But Just Fairytale Stuff..
(Its Blue Cause Its For Everyone,
and Not For A Specific Someone)