With each passing minute,
you re-enter my mind.
why?
its not that i dont love you,
i still love you,
but you need to change back to your good naive self,
so,if you're not gonna change back,
i need to ignore my feelings and thoughts of you,
cause you're not in love with me,
your in love with yourself and your friends.
my eye-lashes have been dropping one by one for the whole day,
and in old malay's theory,
if theres someone missing you,
your lashes would just fall out for every one time someone is missing you,
well,who pays attention to this kind of stuff?
hah..
anywhoos,had a de-stress day with nas,
kinda slacked around at vivo to smoke ourselves silly..
lighted one stick after another,
hah..
laughed here and there,
and for a moment there,
she wasn't in my mind,
but during the silences,
it popped right back in..
kinda like a disease..
and all i've got to say about myself is that,
I'M IN FREAKIN DENIAL!!
i was in a cold turkey kinda state,
cause ive deleted her from my contacts,
and from every way that i could keep in touch,
cause she is just like the sweetest drug,
she's like an addiction,
and im in freakin rehab..