Hey Peeps,
here to report on today's happenings,
so i started the whole day with this sinking feeling,
u know that sinking feeling of the need to change something in life itself,
but u dont really know how to,
as in how to let go,
how to change it,
and most importantly,
what to change..
so i pretty much spent around 1 - 2 hours sulking to myself,
but i needed to cheer myself up,
cause i can't keep on giving others around me the sad aura i caught,
here to report on today's happenings,
so i started the whole day with this sinking feeling,
u know that sinking feeling of the need to change something in life itself,
but u dont really know how to,
as in how to let go,
how to change it,
and most importantly,
what to change..
so i pretty much spent around 1 - 2 hours sulking to myself,
but i needed to cheer myself up,
cause i can't keep on giving others around me the sad aura i caught,
so had to temporarily take away my problems,
the only thing i know,
and the fastest way i knew to take it all away,
is by those 'Death-In-Sticks'way,
also known as ciggarettes,
made me a little high on them,hah..
and the fastest way i knew to take it all away,
is by those 'Death-In-Sticks'way,
also known as ciggarettes,
made me a little high on them,hah..
had to take puffs after each moments to stay on the cheerful side of life..
the feeling of having the spur of the moment at every puff..
the feeling of having the spur of the moment at every puff..
anywhoos,do you know that first timers now are charged with haram if
they start smoking,
its not makruh for them anymore,
but for us 'old-timers',
we should gradually stop smoking..
they start smoking,
its not makruh for them anymore,
but for us 'old-timers',
we should gradually stop smoking..
the 'haram'-ing of smoking is made by MUIS leh..
so cant really fight back..hah..
so people who is just starting to get into the smoking train,
its an express train to hell for u..haha..
so cant really fight back..hah..
so people who is just starting to get into the smoking train,
its an express train to hell for u..haha..
anyways,had one to one talks with my guys,
to get to know them better and stuff..
to get to know them better and stuff..
well,everyone has a problem to share around..
ate at KFC with weiqiang while waiting for someone..
ate at KFC with weiqiang while waiting for someone..
then proceeded to make our way home..
thats pretty much it for today..
thats pretty much it for today..
So,the preach of the day is,
dont be a smoker if u aren't one,
cause its one way to hell for u..
nites~!
P.S- Why Issit So Hard To Let Go?
Tell Me,Why?Why?WHY?!!!
What Am I Supposed To Do??
End My LIFE?
ARRRGGGGHHHHH!!!!!!!
check the aperture @ Thursday, April 30, 2009