Hey Sammy!
apparently this blog is not gonna be
my private internet diary anymore,
its more like a blog now,but im so freakin lazy to change
the template and everything..woah,sibei sian hor..
ahahha..me with those chinese language..
well,getting back to the topic,seriously i just wanna get myself high for the moment,
just feel like flying,dropping all those guilt,burden,problems and just
take flight,even if its just for a moment..a moment where i can
feel free,and not get binded in chains..
dunno wether wanna take the those "stuff"or not
to make the feeling better..

I just rememberd,there was these 3 times,something
funny happened when i was sooo freakin high,
the first was something that happened outside NYP at
the ALLEY..i hope nyp students kno where this place
is,so there was this shelter running along outside the
entrance,it was around 7++,it was around 1hr since i gulped down
the "chowder",and the high feeling was really kicking
in..there was this 1 inch high pavement ledge at the alley and i was like..ahahha..
to me it was more like a building kinda height,as i was standing at the ledge,

i felt like i was gonna fall and die,so i shouted..ahahahahah..

The second one was the same day,but i was totally wasted,
u kno we malays shake hands when meeting and saying farewell,
i accidentally kissed one my bros hand,so damn paiseh
sia..they were freaking laughing at me,walking from
alley to Yio Chu Kang Interchange was like balancing on
a tight rope,i can just fall to my sides,at that time,
there was only me and kai,and both
of us was freakin high..it was
lucky dat we got home..ahahah

The Third Was At Sufi's Chalet[sorry sufi],
it was immature of us to do dat,however,it was fun while it lasted..

we stayed up all night,infront of sufi's doorway,laughing,
stoning,pissing and things we wouldnt do when're not high,for
me,i was freakin hallucinating,their face was as pale as
the dry cement ground,some peeling skin..it was disgusting and scary,
and i hullucinated again,we were in a war,all the guys had a part in the role,
we were in a war,some generals,some flag carriers and some even a
medic..it was so damn fun,me and kai was stoning,hard to laugh..
thinking of it again can really cheer us up during hard times..
but the scary part about dat time,while everyone was awake arnd 6++,
i accidentally saw a a woman in white near the trees and pointed saying,
"Dok,aku nampak kakak"
everyone who were laughing sudenly stopped and looked at me,
Zan then asked,"Pat maner skin?kau tkmo sembarang,jangan
maen-maen ah"
"Tu"and pointed towards the trees,
Somebody den tried to cover up my 'thingy',
so they said i was just joking,but seriously,i was actually kinda still
conscious of what i was doing that dawn..well,whatever makes
u guys happy..hah..

Well,dats about it of me getting high,so if u guys wanna have
a laugh,just watch me get high,ill do all that nonsensical things
i wouldn't really do,other than getting pissed off,dats where u just need to get
away..ahahah..seriously,get away when im pissed and let me

cool down..